Never A Right Time To Say Goodbye…
It feels like just yesterday we were the happiest couple ever. No matter what got between us we got right back up, no matter how hard it was. I used to be so scared to lose you to some other girl, even after you told me several times that you wanted no other girl but me. Then… things started changing. We couldn’t even have a normal conversation without fighting and that hurts. I know that a lot of times it was my fault for starting the fights over the smallest things. I never could figure out why I acted the way I did. You told me many times that I didn’t care about you and treated you like shit. I tried so hard to find out what was going on with me, because I thought that I loved you. That is why I kept asking for a break, but then when you needed a reason for me needing the break i would make up random reasons. Every time i got back with you after those breaks, those weird feelings started occurring again each time. When we finally ended it after being off and on for three years, at first I was hurt and so mad, but then I realized that it was for the better. You can finally find someone that will treat you the way I couldn’t. I’m positive you’ll find someone that can treat you the way you need to be treated. At the end of all this, I can say that I acted the way I did because my feelings for you weren’t as strong as I wanted them to be. The sad thing is i’ll never have the courage to tell you this.
